I never knew him.

I have heard about him, yes. But I have only known him as Cammie’s brother, or something to that effect. Never tried to know more about him. Never really knew him. Never even began to know him.

Never will. I'll regret that, even as I try hard not to regret.

And Fate, I know you hate me. I know you’re cruel, and you’re apathetic, and you smile when I twist and turn in the middle of nowhere and you take the hope away from me, piece by piece.

But please.

Let him be. I think he deserves at least that.